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This is weird. The weirdest of all.
I know I had this blog & I can't delete it because I forgot my primary account. I can only edit what I had already posted or post a new one using this account. Sigh mimi.
So tonight, something (coffee) kept me wide awake and that's just horrible. Remembering I had a blog, go through it a few times, phew I really love writing like this, honestly.
This week, I decided to finalize my thesis writing as I've been procrastinating like a LOTT. Open the microsoft words app, choose the document, and start editing here and there. *Adding a reference* Error! Please refer to your mendeley desktop app link. Damn. Mendeley desktop does not support in iOS Sur. Thanks for nothing guys. Your girl here is doomed. Before I cried pathetically in front of my laptop in the living room and create scenes. I better go somewhere. Saved the document, and shut down the laptop. 
With new cursive words that I created along the way & new suicidal phrase I exit my house. Damn everything, any error is the least thing you want while finalizing your writing. ESPECIALLY THE FREAKING MENDELEY APP. Because guess who's been depending on that app for so long :) (Me).
There I go again. Running from my problems is not a rare sight at all. A few days went by, and still no sight of me resolving my problem.

Unfortunately, my anxiety get the best of me. Nope no restful sleep. No peace at all. Tried chocolates, flowers, gardening and others. Meh. Still my head is heavy.
Put my chair back on it desk. Sit. Tied my hair. Do my skincare. Turn on my laptop. HOW DO I FIX MY MENDELEY DESKTOP APP ERROR *Google*.
Read this FAQ, restart your app, throw your self down the bridge (Jk), download other relatable app. Damn, this is so risky. My thesis probably will be disaster. Me typing *How to use Mendeley app even if your laptop does not support it?'. Thinking it's the silliest question ever. 
Try Mendeley cite app. Yeah whatever. WHATEVER IT IS JUST GOD HELP ME.
Click 'Download'. 'Approve all'. Ya Allah, tolong lah aku. Aku sikit je lagi ni nak siap my thesis.
'App is ready to use, click continue to START.' Bismillah.
Please save a duplicate of your document to avoid any missing piece. Allahu. Okay la mimi just believe it, there's not any other options. 
After almost an hour trying and setting up the new Mendeley cite app. I think it's resolved. Fully.Like how. It takes more than just me to settle this problem. Astaghfirullah. I lost trust in Allah again this time. Why can't I berdoa first? and put trust in Him. Not gonna lie. I ain't praying a thing about it, until just now. 
I'm sorry ya Allah, even if I sometimes neglected you, please don't you ever neglected me. A rare rant at 25th.